This post is mainly about college life. Most of you will know that I'm currently studying in Sunway. I'm alone seriously because of the March intake. It was like when I was in Form 1 and I need to make friends again now but at least Form 1 I had existing friends from primary school. Okay. I would like to say it was really terrible. I did not know why I was not that friendly in meeting new friends. But I realized I was not the only one alone. Everybody seems to be alone and be ready to meet friends. We were just repeating the same question over and over again.
-Where are you come from?
-What is your name?
-What subject do you want to take?
-Art stream or Science stream...
For those who haven't start your college life, be ready for all those questions as your first step to know more friends. I knew my housemates and roommates for the very first day I checked in. They are very nice and friendly. Indian and Mongolian are in the same room. The Mongolian is damn gorgeous with a very fair skin. But I cannot understand her English. So much different with us. Luckily my roommate very "ngam keng" with me. (Please read in Cantonese). As you know, I love to watch HK drama. And my Ipoh housemate does not know how to speak Chinese although she is a Chinese but she does not want to admit it. So, I talk Cantonese with her everyday. Improve a lot. The first two days of orientation were so boring. A lot of talks and only 2 hours for Team-Building activities. My group was the Runner-up and we got snacks for the prize. Our group name was High 5! Went to sunway pyramid with them to buy something I forgot to bring from M'cca. No shopping.
I felt homesick for the first three days. Very homesick. After my parents left and I was alone in the room, I felt like crying. I felt so down and alone. I was like being abandoned in an empty room. The feeling was sucks and I would never forgot in my entire life. I'm used to it right now bcoz I know this is a process of growing. I believe that I'm mature enough to solve all these and of course leaving my comfort zone. I miss mommy. I miss daddy. I miss Marcus. I miss Bryan. I miss Jasper. I miss Huey Min. I miss 5sc1. :( Skype with my mom everyday and she is being so supportive. I know Actuarial Science is not easy but she trust that I can do it. She calls me to take care of myself everyday and sleep early. She misses me so much until insomnia bcoz she is worried about me. I love her so much until I cannot describe how much I love her. And what I want to buy she allows me to buy it WAHAHA
I had started my classes today. Maths 3C/3D and English as an additional language. Both the lecturers are not bad. There is one thing good about AUSMAT is you can eat in the class as you are rushing for classes everyday. But of course, no handphone. I'm a bit regret of choosing April intake bcoz it's really intensive. I scare I cannot catch up the syllabus. We have only 30 mins break a day and we will be having classes continuously everyday. Max 5 lessons a day. No joke! But no regrets la. I have chose this intake and I should go through it. There will be a lot of assignments and presentation. I think I will not have time to blog such a long post again. But stay tuned. I will be back.
I hate growing up because it forces me to face all these. I miss home but so what? Study is more important.
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