Stop blogging for almost 2 years and I almost forget that I have a blog. Too old to remember hahaha. Coming back for blogging today. Sudden kick. Looking back at my previous blog posts, I feel extremely childish and embarrassing. 'Why would I write something like that?' Laughing at myself very hard but that's part of me hahaha. I used to express a lot a lot through blogging last time. Sharing my photos when I went for trips or even my daily life. Quite annoying actually. Blogging is part of my interest so dont laugh at me coz I still blog in 2016. This is my memory okay..... Whether or not you are interested in my blog, just close it or else continue reading it.
When I get older, I seldom use blog to express my feelings or anything happen around me anymore. Maybe simply because of laziness or maybe I would rather tweet and snap. Social medias can somehow replace blog coz blogging really takes a lot of time and I need inspiration to write. I admit that I'm too free recently. Mid-term tests and assignments will come all together after that. So take some time to enjoy now.
Stepping into uni life is not what I think during my secondary school time. It's harder than I think, more materialistic than I think, more dramas than the Korean and Hongkies' dramas I have watched in my life. Complicated yet it is a process of growing to a more mature person and revealing the true faces of human beings. It is undeniable that some people are selfish. They only think for themselves and stick to people who are benefit to them. No benefit=no true heart. Actually I cant accept from the beginning of my uni life but forced to accept after that coz ya, I must face the truth. I might also be selfish sometimes.
However, there are also people who bring you motivation and treat you sincerely. To be honest, there must be good and bad in everything. Be grateful of what you have and who you met in life, he/she must be something to you. Although he/she may hurts you, dont afraid to say thank you to him/her because it makes you stronger. When you get hurt for the second time, it is not that hurt as your first time anymore. It may inspire you to live better and happier. For those who do not hurt you, they may hurt you one day. Who knows right? Things will somehow go beyond your expectation and imagination, it wont be too smooth like what you are dreaming for. Good may not be good and bad may not be bad at the end of the day. A twist maybe?
I'm trying to inspire myself and I dont have any intention to offend anyone. Remember to protect yourself well everyone. I have no idea why am I writing an inspirational post and not related to the topic anyhow. Forgive me for such a rusty writing. Too long didnt write hahaha. It's just a random post with my random thoughts. Till the next post I blog again.
Life is a story, makes yours the best seller.
Wednesday, November 2, 2016
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
23.12.2014 回顾2014
2014就快结束
从8月更新到现在
前阵子实在太忙了
得空的时候也是看戏一整天
因为时间宝贵啊
虽然说march intake对我来说是还好
可是我们真的比january intake少很多时间读书的
而且跟朋友们也是少两个月相处的
我想我的2014是超级美好的
年头成绩放榜让我开心
年中和年尾在ausmat也过得很开心
今年的我又特幸运
我觉得上帝真的很眷顾我
在进入ausmat的几天
我拿到了starbucks voucher
在不久前我又拿到2张去云顶参加TVB Star Awards的颁奖典礼
20万人参加只有300多个拿到
以probability计算
我想这是我最幸运最幸运的一次
看到很多很多我喜欢的明星
那种近距离观赏真的不是开玩笑的
更幸运的是
我有一个很疼爱我的家庭
有一班很支持我的朋友们
这一年发生的一切让我看清楚人真的有很多种
其实你把那个人想成那样
但他并不是你想的那样的时候
你就会觉得很失望或者很不喜欢
人就是这样
越熟的朋友越是每天见面
冷战的机率就越高
发现对方缺点的机率也同样高
当你讨厌一个人的时候
他做什么在你眼里都是讨人厌的
我想知错是最重要的吧
因为不知错的人在我眼里就是无可救药
我的底线很高
也可以说没有底线
我很能开玩笑
但不代表我没有自尊 没有感觉
如果踩到了我想你是可以跟我说再见了
我可以容忍
但是容忍的次数多了
那就不是容忍
那就叫过分
要睁大眼睛看人
这是我妈说的
我还年轻
不懂得看人
但是我想慢慢地我就会知道你对我的真心或假意
过去的就让它过去
但是会把它记住
因为那曾经是我无法割舍的回忆
你知道在这种时候
把你看得很清而且很支持你的人
我想那就是对的朋友
那3个‘我唔知呀 可能我鬼仔性格'
就是你们了
只想说谢谢
在我最低落 最pekcek的时候借我耳朵
一起帮我讲话
一起替我感到不值
听我发牢骚
真幸运能遇见你们
我说相信我的人自然会相信我
不相信我的人
即使我再如何辩解
终究还是不会相信我的
压抑太久没有写出来是这样的
就给我发泄发泄一下
人家一直问我毕业了过后
要去哪里读书
要读什么
都给人家问烦了
确定了过后会好好地更新部落格
更何况几天后成绩就要出了
我的心理准备还没做好啊
真担心真担心
就顺其自然吧
反正还是会出的
如果有follow我insta or fb
就知道我才去了两个trip回来
就很没有束缚 很开心地去玩
真的很棒
虽然说Cruise trip是有去到马六甲
但是还是很不错的
西安的话也不错
天气很冷很冷
历史也很多
最出名的也就是文化遗产
兵马俑的壮观不是普通人可以理解
只是觉得古人其实真的很有智慧
设计出来的东西很实用 很令人赞叹
然后很多字的由来都是从陕西来的
杨贵妃啊 秦始王
景点相比之下又比桂林少
但是食物什么的还okay
只是shopping很少
战利品也很少
有些厕所很脏
臭到1公里以外都不会想去的
我希望它快快结束
但是要结束的时候
我却超级不舍得
那种回忆是不可能从来的
还有啊
我加入了student council那个大家庭
虽然很多东西做 很忙
就认识更多人
做一些从来没做过的东西
回忆只适合留在心中
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyoneee!!
Sunday, August 24, 2014
24.08.2014 Random post?! ://
It's a boring post again because I don't know what to post anymore. ==
I'm back after 3 months without updating. Feel like blogging since my EE2 had ended today. Like finally! Spent a couple of weeks to study and I swear to study hard this time because my previous task and quiz were not so good. So, I didn't sleep well for so many days because I studied till 3am and woke up at 12pm almost everyday lol. I look super uglier than usual. You will see my dark-eyed circles and eyebags before you can look into my eyes. Haha.
However, study hard is not enough for me to score. Because I still cannot answer my exam completely. Basically, I don't encourage my juniors to study accelerate intake and the course you take is international course, which is quite hard. We can score well in SPM because what SPM will always be easier than what you expect but not in college. What you expect to come out is actually not coming out. Ermm.. I'm too stress btw. But AUSMAT is still a great course to take after all!
There is a great thing about March intake, I can graduate by this year. I'm so much faster than my friends hehe. But there is also a bad thing about it, I doesn't know what to study for degree! I'm so firm and I want to study Actuarial Science at first. I don't have confidence at all. I scare I will waste my parents' money if I give up. So, I'm kinda in dilemma of what I want to study next year. Maybe Sunway or maybe overseas. Still thinking hmmmm
Until here I bet you don't have the patience to read it anymore. HAHA After the 1 week raya break, I feel so relax and I don't have motivation anymore. Just want to rest and play la. MOCK and WACE are around the corner so must force myself to study hard.
Went to my friend's house to stay one night. Her house is extremely big. I'm not kidding. Before that she told us that her house is a small banglo. We were like sua gu because her house is real big and the environment is so great that it is just like a chalet! Her mom brought us to The Mines for dinner and dessert then we went back to her house. Too many selfies so we decided to do flipagram! Just ignore the pyjamas outfit la btw. Really had so much fun at her house but we need to wake up at 5.30am to go to skul bcoz kl traffic jam is really terrible!
And last week is our THEME WEEK! Everyday has a theme!
I'm back after 3 months without updating. Feel like blogging since my EE2 had ended today. Like finally! Spent a couple of weeks to study and I swear to study hard this time because my previous task and quiz were not so good. So, I didn't sleep well for so many days because I studied till 3am and woke up at 12pm almost everyday lol. I look super uglier than usual. You will see my dark-eyed circles and eyebags before you can look into my eyes. Haha.
However, study hard is not enough for me to score. Because I still cannot answer my exam completely. Basically, I don't encourage my juniors to study accelerate intake and the course you take is international course, which is quite hard. We can score well in SPM because what SPM will always be easier than what you expect but not in college. What you expect to come out is actually not coming out. Ermm.. I'm too stress btw. But AUSMAT is still a great course to take after all!
There is a great thing about March intake, I can graduate by this year. I'm so much faster than my friends hehe. But there is also a bad thing about it, I doesn't know what to study for degree! I'm so firm and I want to study Actuarial Science at first. I don't have confidence at all. I scare I will waste my parents' money if I give up. So, I'm kinda in dilemma of what I want to study next year. Maybe Sunway or maybe overseas. Still thinking hmmmm
Until here I bet you don't have the patience to read it anymore. HAHA After the 1 week raya break, I feel so relax and I don't have motivation anymore. Just want to rest and play la. MOCK and WACE are around the corner so must force myself to study hard.
And last week is our THEME WEEK! Everyday has a theme!
Twins Day! My twins
Ermmm since my MOCK and WACE are around the corner, I will not update my blog anymore. After WACE there will be blog posts about my trips! Stay tuned and best of luck to all the examination candidates! :) Gonna study harder for better uni and future!
Saturday, May 17, 2014
17.5.2014 I-Care Day x Mother's Day x FOOD x LIFE
It's 2.03 am now. I feel so weird because I never write any post in the midnight as I have phobia against darkness and ghosts. I never watch horror movie :X So, this is a very long post with lots of photos.
I just finished my Economics Task 1 yesterday and this was the very first time I felt so nervous. I could not even finish the paper as the time allocated for this paper was too short. 1 hour and 20 mins seemed like 20 mins to me. There were 10 mcqs, 1 data question and 1 essay question which consists of 2 parts for the paper. The most scary part of it was I had only 20 mins left to complete my 12 marks essay question and somehow my 8 marks essay question I did half way only. Now, you can imagine how rush I was and how simply I answered all those questions. I never felt so miserable before even in SPM. The time was too short for me to complete all those questions and my brain was malfunction that time. I could not think of any points for my essays and I was keep repeating the explanation. This paper is 42 marks but to be converted to 13%. It really carries a lot of marks though. I'm afraid that I can't even get half of it. God bless me.
I got back my Maths Specialist topic test 1 that day. I'm satisfied with it because I did quite well with a few of careless mistakes. I'm quite happy as Maths Specialist is the toughest subject in Ausmat. It boost up my confidence towards maths because I'm taking 2 maths subjects. I spend a lot of time in working out maths. Actually, I wanted to blog few days ago but I had assignment and homework to be done and I need to prepare for my test. Well, I have tests every week and this makes me to get used to it. Everyday of mine is so busy but I enjoy it because time really flies when you are busy.
Good news. I joined Ausmat Student Council to improve my English and make more friends. I want myself to become more sociable. I'm so fortunate that out of so many nominees, I'm chosen by the lecturers to become one of the student council members. There are only 6 of us for March intake and we went for an interview. All of us manage to get in. :D My very first activity that I participated as a student council member was I-Care Day. All the members reached there by 7.30am and we arrange the tables and chairs for the event.
Talking about I-Care Day, 8th of May 2014, it's a fund-raising programme for United Voice. It's a charity event and is really meaningful. All ausmatians wore the purple ausmat tee and we paint the cafeteria purple. So cool! All of us have our own ELD classes which is English as an additional language dialect. There are 21 classes and energy hub seems small to us. So crowded and packed like sardine! I'm from ELD 20 and my group sold sandwiches and banana chocolate. So, in the end of I-Care Day, I was freaking tired after a whole day of work. Labourer of the day. Photos time!
I just finished my Economics Task 1 yesterday and this was the very first time I felt so nervous. I could not even finish the paper as the time allocated for this paper was too short. 1 hour and 20 mins seemed like 20 mins to me. There were 10 mcqs, 1 data question and 1 essay question which consists of 2 parts for the paper. The most scary part of it was I had only 20 mins left to complete my 12 marks essay question and somehow my 8 marks essay question I did half way only. Now, you can imagine how rush I was and how simply I answered all those questions. I never felt so miserable before even in SPM. The time was too short for me to complete all those questions and my brain was malfunction that time. I could not think of any points for my essays and I was keep repeating the explanation. This paper is 42 marks but to be converted to 13%. It really carries a lot of marks though. I'm afraid that I can't even get half of it. God bless me.
I got back my Maths Specialist topic test 1 that day. I'm satisfied with it because I did quite well with a few of careless mistakes. I'm quite happy as Maths Specialist is the toughest subject in Ausmat. It boost up my confidence towards maths because I'm taking 2 maths subjects. I spend a lot of time in working out maths. Actually, I wanted to blog few days ago but I had assignment and homework to be done and I need to prepare for my test. Well, I have tests every week and this makes me to get used to it. Everyday of mine is so busy but I enjoy it because time really flies when you are busy.
Good news. I joined Ausmat Student Council to improve my English and make more friends. I want myself to become more sociable. I'm so fortunate that out of so many nominees, I'm chosen by the lecturers to become one of the student council members. There are only 6 of us for March intake and we went for an interview. All of us manage to get in. :D My very first activity that I participated as a student council member was I-Care Day. All the members reached there by 7.30am and we arrange the tables and chairs for the event.
Talking about I-Care Day, 8th of May 2014, it's a fund-raising programme for United Voice. It's a charity event and is really meaningful. All ausmatians wore the purple ausmat tee and we paint the cafeteria purple. So cool! All of us have our own ELD classes which is English as an additional language dialect. There are 21 classes and energy hub seems small to us. So crowded and packed like sardine! I'm from ELD 20 and my group sold sandwiches and banana chocolate. So, in the end of I-Care Day, I was freaking tired after a whole day of work. Labourer of the day. Photos time!
My Name Tag!
The Power of TR150! My skin look flawless! 自拍神器的威力搞到我也很想买
Tr 150's owner!
Mother's Day
I went back to M'cca last week as Sunday was Mother's Day. Before Mother's Day, I decided to give my mom some surprise when I went back home. I had no idea what to buy for her because she didn't lack of anything I think. Her husband loves her so much. Hehe. So, my friend gave me an idea of buying Yves Rocher or Loccitane. Loccitane is too expensive and I bought Yves Rocher from France. I bought her olive oil shower gel and lotion since she applies lotion everyday without fail. Apart from that, I learnt from my friend to make a tissue carnation. Easy to make but it needs a lot of time and patience. As I need to get it done before Friday, I made these carnations until 2.30 am. I did not have enough sleep last week as I slept at almost 2 am everyday. :( I bought a Mother's Day card for her too. Then, my mom was so surprised and she felt touched. She told my dad that I bought all these for her but my dad did not has any response. My mom asked him why he got no response. But then my dad told us that both of us were using his money to buy things for each others, what response should he gives. Hahaha. My dad is so cutee but this is true.
My mom is my best friend, best sister, best shopping partner, best listener and of course BEST MOM IN THE UNIVERSE. She loves me, cares about me and she tries to buy everything I want to buy. She used to nag or scold but it's all for my own good. I start to miss her nagging now. I share all my secrets to her, ALL. I do not want to keep in my heart. She is also my personal chef. Every fortnight I go back, I will order food that I want to eat. She will cook for me. I love you more than I can say. Thanks for being my mommy for the 18 years. I'm glad that I'm your one and only daughter. <3 nbsp="" p="">
FOOD
Caffe bene!
Cookies n cream bingsu! I'm craving for it right now. So nice!
Cappriciosa! Meatball Bolognese Spaghetti
Secret Recipe Red Velvet and Marble Cheese Cake!
Pasta Zanmai!
Pasta Zanmai
Ko Hyang with my cousin!
Self-cooked spaghetti
Self-cooked food
My ipad 2's screen turned green that day because it falls onto the floor. I was so ganjiong and I called my mom. My mom called me to bring back and repair. But then, she called me again, saying that daddy is going to buy a new one for me and the old ipad 2 just give it to my bros. They asked me whether I want ipad air or ipad mini with retina display. My dad owns a ipad mini and my mom owns a ipad air. But lastly, I still choose ipad air because of the size. Thanks daddy! Lighter and larger space to store my dramas and movies. teehee :P
I can't even see my Anthony clearly lol
Yeah! Slim and sleek!
4 hours for this post and I gotta end here. Will have oral next week and Investigation 1 for maths specialist. I'm so nervous about the oral. It's not like secondary school oral but we need to prepare in 15 mins time and talk to your examiner. I'm so fortunate to get my own lecturer. She is amazing I could say. My Evaluation Examination 1 is coming soon. Stay tuned for the next post. Bye peeps !
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
22.4.2014 College Life Part 2
This is my 2nd time writing this post because I did not save for the first time. I feel like scolding rude words.
I went back to Malacca last week after 3 weeks in Sunway. Time really flies. This week is my 4th week already and is also Career Exploration Week. Ausmatians should be very happy because there are no classes on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. My Friday is not Flyday. My classes end at 4.30pm and I cannot go back to M'cca early lol. But this week I went back at 3.45pm. Thanks to my Maths Specialist's lecturer. She is really a nice, friendly and responsible lecturer. 24 of us in the class love her very much. I asked for her permission and she approved. I went for 30 mins class and I still got my attendance. Fantastic yeah.
I went back with ky them. We walked to Sunway Pyramid H&M entrance and we sat Rapid KL to Mid Valley. Then KTM to TBS. We managed to take bus at 5.30pm. Ky said because of me we were so lucky and this is the most earliest bus they sat before. Going back with them is fun!
I'm really in luck recently as I got a starbucks voucher for free from Sunway. I did not know how I got it but thanks god. I can drink my favourite Green Tea Cream for free.
He is the most handsome dog in my heart! Jasper is not a pet but he is my family. He is so much bigger now.
Staying in hostel and house is so much different. I miss my family members so much and of course my Jasper. He was so excited when he saw me and his tail keep shaking once I called his name. I miss him. He miss me. Haha. Then he followed me everywhere in the house.
I passed my Maths Placement Test with damn low marks and I was really disappointed. But at least passed. Will try my best for the other tests and quiz. I have lots of assignments starting from next week. This is life la lol
Had a hangout with Huey Min and Roshan at Starbucks with my voucher! Chit-chat with them is always fun and it is really not enough. Roshan is my driver of the day! I'm not the only who always fetch people.
就在一瞬间
我觉得自己无比地幸福
某天我告诉我妈
：班上很冷，我需要一个jacket
隔天就有一个jacket
我说
I went back to Malacca last week after 3 weeks in Sunway. Time really flies. This week is my 4th week already and is also Career Exploration Week. Ausmatians should be very happy because there are no classes on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. My Friday is not Flyday. My classes end at 4.30pm and I cannot go back to M'cca early lol. But this week I went back at 3.45pm. Thanks to my Maths Specialist's lecturer. She is really a nice, friendly and responsible lecturer. 24 of us in the class love her very much. I asked for her permission and she approved. I went for 30 mins class and I still got my attendance. Fantastic yeah.
I went back with ky them. We walked to Sunway Pyramid H&M entrance and we sat Rapid KL to Mid Valley. Then KTM to TBS. We managed to take bus at 5.30pm. Ky said because of me we were so lucky and this is the most earliest bus they sat before. Going back with them is fun!
I'm really in luck recently as I got a starbucks voucher for free from Sunway. I did not know how I got it but thanks god. I can drink my favourite Green Tea Cream for free.
Staying in hostel and house is so much different. I miss my family members so much and of course my Jasper. He was so excited when he saw me and his tail keep shaking once I called his name. I miss him. He miss me. Haha. Then he followed me everywhere in the house.
I passed my Maths Placement Test with damn low marks and I was really disappointed. But at least passed. Will try my best for the other tests and quiz. I have lots of assignments starting from next week. This is life la lol
Had a hangout with Huey Min and Roshan at Starbucks with my voucher! Chit-chat with them is always fun and it is really not enough. Roshan is my driver of the day! I'm not the only who always fetch people.
就在一瞬间
我觉得自己无比地幸福
某天我告诉我妈
：班上很冷，我需要一个jacket
隔天就有一个jacket
我说
：房间很暗，读不到书
隔天就有一个桌灯
只要我说缺什么
就会有什么
爸总是问我够钱用吗
我说够用
但他总是给我很多钱即使我每次都说够
我说我想换电话
隔天也就会有电话
我说我想买手提电脑
就会有手提电脑
我告诉我妈这个星期我想回家
因为比较得空
但是我的朋友没有回
我不敢一个人回
我妈说：她来sun-u载我
回的时候就包德士
我爸问我这个星期有回吗
我说我要回
但是我的朋友没有回
我爸说：他来sun-u载我再载我回
我真的很感动，很感动
总之我有数不尽的要求
就会有数不尽的满足
然后我妈还带很多材料让我煮面
就是因为他们那么爱我
所以要回来sunway的时候
我超级舍不得
我根本不想回来这里
如果没有我的roommate
我根本就没有回来的动力
只是觉得自己很庆幸
可以回家
我的朋友们很多都不能回家
即使全世界不爱你，唯有父母会永远爱你，狗狗会永远陪你
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
2.4.2014 College life
I'm back. I want to use English for my blog so that I can improve myself as I'm sitting for IELS oral. Well, my examiner will be an Australian. Sounds scary because I'm afraid that I cannot speak well. I have no confident :X
This post is mainly about college life. Most of you will know that I'm currently studying in Sunway. I'm alone seriously because of the March intake. It was like when I was in Form 1 and I need to make friends again now but at least Form 1 I had existing friends from primary school. Okay. I would like to say it was really terrible. I did not know why I was not that friendly in meeting new friends. But I realized I was not the only one alone. Everybody seems to be alone and be ready to meet friends. We were just repeating the same question over and over again.
-Where are you come from?
-What is your name?
-What subject do you want to take?
-Art stream or Science stream...
For those who haven't start your college life, be ready for all those questions as your first step to know more friends. I knew my housemates and roommates for the very first day I checked in. They are very nice and friendly. Indian and Mongolian are in the same room. The Mongolian is damn gorgeous with a very fair skin. But I cannot understand her English. So much different with us. Luckily my roommate very "ngam keng" with me. (Please read in Cantonese). As you know, I love to watch HK drama. And my Ipoh housemate does not know how to speak Chinese although she is a Chinese but she does not want to admit it. So, I talk Cantonese with her everyday. Improve a lot. The first two days of orientation were so boring. A lot of talks and only 2 hours for Team-Building activities. My group was the Runner-up and we got snacks for the prize. Our group name was High 5! Went to sunway pyramid with them to buy something I forgot to bring from M'cca. No shopping.
I felt homesick for the first three days. Very homesick. After my parents left and I was alone in the room, I felt like crying. I felt so down and alone. I was like being abandoned in an empty room. The feeling was sucks and I would never forgot in my entire life. I'm used to it right now bcoz I know this is a process of growing. I believe that I'm mature enough to solve all these and of course leaving my comfort zone. I miss mommy. I miss daddy. I miss Marcus. I miss Bryan. I miss Jasper. I miss Huey Min. I miss 5sc1. :( Skype with my mom everyday and she is being so supportive. I know Actuarial Science is not easy but she trust that I can do it. She calls me to take care of myself everyday and sleep early. She misses me so much until insomnia bcoz she is worried about me. I love her so much until I cannot describe how much I love her. And what I want to buy she allows me to buy it WAHAHA
I had started my classes today. Maths 3C/3D and English as an additional language. Both the lecturers are not bad. There is one thing good about AUSMAT is you can eat in the class as you are rushing for classes everyday. But of course, no handphone. I'm a bit regret of choosing April intake bcoz it's really intensive. I scare I cannot catch up the syllabus. We have only 30 mins break a day and we will be having classes continuously everyday. Max 5 lessons a day. No joke! But no regrets la. I have chose this intake and I should go through it. There will be a lot of assignments and presentation. I think I will not have time to blog such a long post again. But stay tuned. I will be back.
I hate growing up because it forces me to face all these. I miss home but so what? Study is more important.
Good luck to all my friends in your college life/STPM/matrix life! Things are not easy in the beginning but it will becomes easier after that.
This post is mainly about college life. Most of you will know that I'm currently studying in Sunway. I'm alone seriously because of the March intake. It was like when I was in Form 1 and I need to make friends again now but at least Form 1 I had existing friends from primary school. Okay. I would like to say it was really terrible. I did not know why I was not that friendly in meeting new friends. But I realized I was not the only one alone. Everybody seems to be alone and be ready to meet friends. We were just repeating the same question over and over again.
-Where are you come from?
-What is your name?
-What subject do you want to take?
-Art stream or Science stream...
For those who haven't start your college life, be ready for all those questions as your first step to know more friends. I knew my housemates and roommates for the very first day I checked in. They are very nice and friendly. Indian and Mongolian are in the same room. The Mongolian is damn gorgeous with a very fair skin. But I cannot understand her English. So much different with us. Luckily my roommate very "ngam keng" with me. (Please read in Cantonese). As you know, I love to watch HK drama. And my Ipoh housemate does not know how to speak Chinese although she is a Chinese but she does not want to admit it. So, I talk Cantonese with her everyday. Improve a lot. The first two days of orientation were so boring. A lot of talks and only 2 hours for Team-Building activities. My group was the Runner-up and we got snacks for the prize. Our group name was High 5! Went to sunway pyramid with them to buy something I forgot to bring from M'cca. No shopping.
I felt homesick for the first three days. Very homesick. After my parents left and I was alone in the room, I felt like crying. I felt so down and alone. I was like being abandoned in an empty room. The feeling was sucks and I would never forgot in my entire life. I'm used to it right now bcoz I know this is a process of growing. I believe that I'm mature enough to solve all these and of course leaving my comfort zone. I miss mommy. I miss daddy. I miss Marcus. I miss Bryan. I miss Jasper. I miss Huey Min. I miss 5sc1. :( Skype with my mom everyday and she is being so supportive. I know Actuarial Science is not easy but she trust that I can do it. She calls me to take care of myself everyday and sleep early. She misses me so much until insomnia bcoz she is worried about me. I love her so much until I cannot describe how much I love her. And what I want to buy she allows me to buy it WAHAHA
I had started my classes today. Maths 3C/3D and English as an additional language. Both the lecturers are not bad. There is one thing good about AUSMAT is you can eat in the class as you are rushing for classes everyday. But of course, no handphone. I'm a bit regret of choosing April intake bcoz it's really intensive. I scare I cannot catch up the syllabus. We have only 30 mins break a day and we will be having classes continuously everyday. Max 5 lessons a day. No joke! But no regrets la. I have chose this intake and I should go through it. There will be a lot of assignments and presentation. I think I will not have time to blog such a long post again. But stay tuned. I will be back.
I hate growing up because it forces me to face all these. I miss home but so what? Study is more important.
Sunday, March 23, 2014
20.03.2014 SPM 成绩放榜
你知道我一定会写一篇这样的感想篇
如果你足够了解我 :P
对96年的朋友们来说
这一天是大日子
是见证努力和付出的成果的时候
不管结果如何我们还是要面对
成绩要放榜的前几天
我就失眠了
即使睡着了
也是睡得很浅
一直惊醒
因为实在发太多的梦了
发那么多梦偏偏没有发到拿成绩的梦
无可否认我很担心
很担心考不好
怕令父母失望
但我觉得有这种心态是很正常的
如果考太差我们自己就有心理准备
我对自己很没信心
但爸妈他们一直很挺我
很感动
即使全世界的人看不起我
至少还有爸妈看得起我
我其实很压力
我堂姐10A+而且还是关丹排名第一
很恐怖你知道吗
24号要去巴生
但是成绩还未知之数的时候
我很害怕要去
因为他们会比较
堂姐实在有太多优点和超一般的智慧
我打从心底佩服她的
虽然说UPSR和PMR都我比较厉害
因为堂姐没拿华语
可是SPM我真的很压力
我妈一直告诉我说
她不会拿我跟堂姐比较
因为我就是我
不管怎样还是她女儿
她永远以我为傲
妈
我想说我真的很爱您
在这世上没有人比您更爱我
成绩放榜这一天
我想大概是接连UPSR和PMR第三个最开心的日子
我是紧张到很严重那一种
然后很迫不及待地一直sms 15888
但是紧张过头我少打两个数字
不然早就回复我了
多亏佳程的S4让我查到我的成绩
基本上一看到的时候
我喊得非常大声
每个人都看着我
我疯了
有一点难以置信
5A+ 2A 4A-
我成功了
我真的没有想到拿11科的我还会有机会拿全A
根本是兴奋到极点了
快快奔到妈那里点头说47个人里有我的份
无法形容当时的感觉
感觉就像阮经天拿金马奖那种无法言喻的喜悦
拿了过后还一直很想告诉人家我全A
因为是惊喜
我一直以为自己不会有机会
毕竟在班上的成绩也是普普通通
我觉得班上的49个人的任何一个人都比我有机会拿全A
我又成功了啊
上天真的是太眷顾太眷顾我了
真的太幸运了
我最有信心的科目就是美术
丢了很多心血，时间，睡眠在里头
为了赶folio旷课一天
没有拍到班级照是多么地遗憾
但是幸好我费了很多很多的时间来做美术题是值得的
别人在温习科学的时候
我在做美术题
上画画班什么的
真的太棒了
满足感真的是形容不到的
只是没有想到SPM是我最后一次接触美术
然后啊
我的三个超烂的科学都拿A-
所以我还能说什么
幸运再加幸运
还有一个最遗憾的地方是
我觉得班上的同学要拿全A+哪有什么问题
只是没想到很多位都是差一点点
我很看好他们
因为一直都是我很崇拜的人
还有那些只差一两科的朋友
你们全部都能拿全A的
加油
没关系的
失去这一次
下一次你们会得到更多
记住我会一直支持你们
:)
爸妈很开心
妈妈说比中万字更开心
我告诉我妈如果这一次她又不能来要带团
我不会叫她妈了
开玩笑罢了
她去日本了
爸说
我总共有13个A
因为爸给我一个A
妈给我一个A
我真的在想去读书的时候
我一定会很想家
很想爱我的爸妈
很想Jasper
怎么办啊
谢谢很多满满的祝贺
我真的很高兴
只要努力就一定会成功
我会更努力创造属于我自己的未来
如果你足够了解我 :P
对96年的朋友们来说
这一天是大日子
是见证努力和付出的成果的时候
不管结果如何我们还是要面对
成绩要放榜的前几天
我就失眠了
即使睡着了
也是睡得很浅
一直惊醒
因为实在发太多的梦了
发那么多梦偏偏没有发到拿成绩的梦
无可否认我很担心
很担心考不好
怕令父母失望
但我觉得有这种心态是很正常的
如果考太差我们自己就有心理准备
我对自己很没信心
但爸妈他们一直很挺我
很感动
即使全世界的人看不起我
至少还有爸妈看得起我
我其实很压力
我堂姐10A+而且还是关丹排名第一
很恐怖你知道吗
24号要去巴生
但是成绩还未知之数的时候
我很害怕要去
因为他们会比较
堂姐实在有太多优点和超一般的智慧
我打从心底佩服她的
虽然说UPSR和PMR都我比较厉害
因为堂姐没拿华语
可是SPM我真的很压力
我妈一直告诉我说
她不会拿我跟堂姐比较
因为我就是我
不管怎样还是她女儿
她永远以我为傲
妈
我想说我真的很爱您
在这世上没有人比您更爱我
成绩放榜这一天
我想大概是接连UPSR和PMR第三个最开心的日子
我是紧张到很严重那一种
然后很迫不及待地一直sms 15888
但是紧张过头我少打两个数字
不然早就回复我了
多亏佳程的S4让我查到我的成绩
基本上一看到的时候
我喊得非常大声
每个人都看着我
我疯了
有一点难以置信
5A+ 2A 4A-
我成功了
我真的没有想到拿11科的我还会有机会拿全A
根本是兴奋到极点了
快快奔到妈那里点头说47个人里有我的份
无法形容当时的感觉
感觉就像阮经天拿金马奖那种无法言喻的喜悦
拿了过后还一直很想告诉人家我全A
因为是惊喜
我一直以为自己不会有机会
毕竟在班上的成绩也是普普通通
我觉得班上的49个人的任何一个人都比我有机会拿全A
我又成功了啊
上天真的是太眷顾太眷顾我了
真的太幸运了
我最有信心的科目就是美术
丢了很多心血，时间，睡眠在里头
为了赶folio旷课一天
没有拍到班级照是多么地遗憾
但是幸好我费了很多很多的时间来做美术题是值得的
别人在温习科学的时候
我在做美术题
上画画班什么的
真的太棒了
满足感真的是形容不到的
只是没有想到SPM是我最后一次接触美术
然后啊
我的三个超烂的科学都拿A-
所以我还能说什么
幸运再加幸运
还有一个最遗憾的地方是
我觉得班上的同学要拿全A+哪有什么问题
只是没想到很多位都是差一点点
我很看好他们
因为一直都是我很崇拜的人
还有那些只差一两科的朋友
你们全部都能拿全A的
加油
没关系的
失去这一次
下一次你们会得到更多
记住我会一直支持你们
:)
爸妈很开心
妈妈说比中万字更开心
我告诉我妈如果这一次她又不能来要带团
我不会叫她妈了
开玩笑罢了
她去日本了
爸说
我总共有13个A
因为爸给我一个A
妈给我一个A
我真的在想去读书的时候
我一定会很想家
很想爱我的爸妈
很想Jasper
怎么办啊
谢谢很多满满的祝贺
我真的很高兴
只要努力就一定会成功
我会更努力创造属于我自己的未来
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